LovesEternalMuse

...just thinking about you... thinking about yesterday... thinking about tomorrow... thinking about possibilities... thinking about fit....wondering what you're doing....smiling at the thought of your brother getting better, and your family healing....thinking about Ohio... (I had a good time)....wondering what's going to happen with us.....thinking about how beautiful you are...wishing things happened differently between us.....(contrary to what I started saying and believing with you, I don't think wishing should just be for kids. I think there are lots of things we could learn about enjoying life and keeping things in perspective from children. i've learned to believe in the power of wishing again... and hoping....and believing...and ultimately.... following your dreams....making your wishes come true ~ i know you have less faith now, but trust me [more accurately: The Most High in me], I'll get my life together; I'll be just fine ~at least)...thinking about pancakes...breaking bread with you.....laughing with you.....playing with you..... something that has always been true for me with us is that when things were good, it is hard to imagine them being bad...when we laugh together the possibility of you being the same person that I could have a yelling match with, is unfathomable....and vice-versa....thinking about us communicating via email..... thinking about you being at home for thankstaking....wonderng what you've been telling people to make them hate me so much...wondering if I could ever recover from that.....wondering if I would even try or if my stubborness would make me be like 'f-em'.........

just sittin around......thinking about you...thought I'd share this time.....

-be safe out there. some people care about you more than you realize